sad to say, i've been bugged by insensitivity and insecurity in this time of life.

insecurity - lack of confidence or assurance; self-doubt: He is plagued by insecurity.
right, that would be me.
'A' levels is approaching in a mere 210 days and here i am slacking and flunking.
progress report aren't showing me any improvements that i could have possibly made.
physics' hindering my progress and i couldn't be happier if i could change my subject combinations now.
the class has seemed to be conforming to a fad this few days.
every single one is completing tutorials and assignments like crazy.
seriously, after a casual talk, what's the point of completing for the sake of completing, isn't it?
i'm still sticking to my policy of taking a step at a time.
it ain't logical for me to alter my studying pace now.
but, i'm making much progress in catching up with the topics.
kudos to me for my sleepless nights just to mug.
it seems common for me to fall into a serious sleepless cycle, i know.
but at least i'm satisfied with what i'm doing.
passed my retest on gravitation and shm.
am set for a big leap to overcome my next hurdle, wave and superposition retest.
sounds almost impossible, but, i'm gonna do it.

insensitivity - deficient in human sensibility, acuteness of feeling, or consideration; unfeeling; callous: an insensitive person.
that would be me and the people around me as well.
no point for me to dwell into this subject as i don't find it worth to mention about someone who i've condemned.

i'm getting more intolerant towards my class nowadays.
skip CCA meetings and trainings for all you want.
i've did my part in relaying down messages.
your attendence? not my fucking problem.
i've seem to cut off activities with most of the class people cause i seriously want to mug and partly cause i don't feel the need to bond.

am watching the drama, HEROS these few days.
have really got to say that it rocks.
okays, time to start studying for everything and anything and to prepare myself for lessons tml.